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Modern Day Grendel...

Remember Grendel? Well, I gave him a bit of gel and a nice t-shirt. I trimmed his wacked out beard and...well...he looks a lot better now. (^.^)

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Werewolves, Wolves, Big Cats, Pokemon, Random Favorites That Don't Fall Into A Category, And So On. These Are All My Favorites.

This Is The End...

Thu Nov 19, 2009, 5:05 PM
I'm not going to bother with anyone's problems anymore. I'm just going to care about myself and the two people I currently, truely care about. I can't be everywhere with everyone anymore. I just can't.

For the past three days I've been hurting. Whether I seem upset, angry, happy, deep down I'm just really hurting to an extent I thought I'd never want to reach. But this is what it has come down to. So be it. You know, I really shouldn't be the one to be so affected by any of this and some of you have realized this. But you are the one that doesn't understand how this is affecting me. It is still settling within me and it may actually take me some time to actually get use to.

Friends. You aren't my friends anymore. Really...you aren't. You're simply just an acquaintances. And I'd rather not get deeper then that because I got different lists to put each and every single one of you under. There is only one person I can call my friend. I'm getting advice from family and from within myself. It all points down to realizing who your friends are.

Tests, tests, tests. Thats all I'm being given this year. A test for my patients. A test for my loyalty. A test for my trust. And above all, a test to see who is and who isn't. And now that I realize, day by day that goes by, I really don't have any friends. I realize friends are many a few, in other words you will have very little friends in your life and they are hard to come by.

And so this is the end. I will say that all of you were great and all of you suck ass too. No offence but that's a comment that comes from the heart. Whether we speak or not, just know that I got love for you. I realize that even if you don't talk to someone, don't like someone, or anything negative, you should always have love for them. Have love in your heart. But yes, I can't spend this year wasting my time on petty things. I got a life ahead of me and I want to live it.


~~Keep A Good Flow~~

~~JESS~~

  • Mood: Defeated
  • Listening to: Immortal Technique- "Harlem Street Instrument
  • Reading: ...my journal to make corrections.
  • Watching: ...an image of me sobbing silently in my mind.

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iLove.
Spread it. Live it. Love it.
If you don't appreciate love itself...
How you guna appreciate loving another?...

If you haven't noticed...
I'm into Werewolves and Wolves...
Plain and simple...

I write, I draw, I create poetry...
These are my basic reliefs from emotion...
Other then confining myself in another...

I'm a simple tomboy...
Who's currently with another and happy...
I could laugh an entire day away...
If I'm serious something is very wrong...
Cuz rarely am I ever serious...
I'm weird but who isn't now a days?...
I love my Veterinary class...
But I dislike the teacher...
I have very few friends whom I love...
And many acquaintances whom I respect...
Well at least for the most part...

Respect me FIRST...
And you'll get respect BACK...

Need I say more?
Note me if you wish.

"...the devil grows inside the hearts of the selfish and wicked, white, brown, yellow and black colored is not restricted, you have a self destructive destiny when your inflicted, and you'll be one of gods children and fell from the top, there's no diversity because we're burning in the melting pot, so when the devil wants to dance with you, you better say never because the dance with the devil might last you forever..."

~~~IMMORTAL TECHNIQUE~~~

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: ...In A Country Of Some Sort
  • Interests: Dogs, Wolves, Werewolves, Big Cats, Zoology, Drawing, Poetry, Creative Writing, School, Video Games
  • Favourite movie: Van Helsing AND/OR The Covenant
  • Favourite band or musician: Currently: Hollywood Undead
  • Favourite genre of music: Rap, Rock, R&B, Hip Hop, Acoustic, Techno, almost anything but Jazz and Country
  • MP3 player of choice: Sansa, SanDisk, iRiver, Zune
  • Favourite game: Currently: Fallout 3
  • Favourite gaming platform: PS3
  • Favourite cartoon character: Balto, Roscoe & Desoto, Dodger, Tramp and Kovu
  • Personal Quote: "An hour before the Devil fell, God thought him beautiful in heaven."
  • Tools of the Trade: Knowledge Is Power

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